simplyhazelmae

I SURVIVED IE!

2011-10-26T07:51:00.000-07:00

After 2 years in Pre-School, 6 years in Elementary, 4 years in High School, 5 years and half in College. I made it! I am done! I am now a BS Industrial Engineering graduate. I may not finished it at exact time but at least I was able to finish the course. I am not studious type of student that can get 4.00 (4.00 is our highest grade, 1.00 is passing grade and 0.00 is our failing grade) in all the subjects but an average student who are happy to get 1.00 in the most difficult subjects though I wanted and aimed to have higher grades and fails at the same time. There many problems happened during my school days. I flunk, thought about quitting and shifting of course when I was in 4th year College and thought being Industrial Engineer is not my fate. But after those drama and non sense thoughts I stood up again face the world and prove that I will finished what I've started. But standing and proving again is not easy. A trust was broken and catching up for those failed subjects is hard. Some of the subjects are not available for the current semester and the only solution is to wait till it became available. Being Irregular student is fun since you will know different person but at the same time it's not that fun because you are not with your block mates and friends. Being IE students is not as easy as everyone thought about. You should handle number of company studies (baby thesis), defenses and re-defenses to pass a subject. Oh I will not enumerate all the hardships I encounter during my college days as an IE student nor the hardships of ALL IE students! I swear it is MANY TO MENTION. The important is I made it! I survived IE and hell yeah I AM PROUD OF IT! I should give credits to those people who are besides me during my school days, my family, my friends, my boyfriend and my professors. Without them I will not make it, maybe I am still lost and still thinking of those non sense thoughts. I am very thankful to have them with me.

Now I am in the new chapter of my life. No discounts, No Semestral breaks and No allowance from parents. Looking for job that accepts my records, and suits with my course is new objective. Most of the company is accepts those people who have good grades in their transcript and honestly it bothers me. How can I compete for millions of applicants if I have those kinds of records? What will I answer if they ask me "The other applicant have a good grades compare to you. Why should I choose you?" after thinking of this negative thought I realize that I still believe that intelligence is not measure with the grades that you get from school rather it is how you can do and manage the job, how you can manage your life and how you will lived your life to be contented and happy. :) I am looking forward for this new chapter of my life.

- Engr. Hazel Mae V. Palogan

Reviving simplyhazelmae.blogspot.com

2011-10-16T08:34:00.000-07:00

Hello Blogspot! It's been year (almost) since I last blog! I am supposed to deactivate this account and create a new one but then I realized why should I delete if I can revive it? Then there I go trying to revive this thing. I really want it to look like it is my world and stay it as simple as possible but I honestly don't know how. I am trying to "google "everything that I need to learn and found out I need to learn a LOT to achieve what I want. Please bear with me. I'm trying to learn and I know someday I can get what I want for this page. I am positive on that.. (HAHA!) I have my reasons why I am trying to revive my blog, first is I got inspired with those AVP I made this past few months and I thought why not try to upload those AVP here and share. I know that not all person are interested with those AVP nor interested with my blog, life, thoughts, etc. but there is nothing wrong to share, right. Second reason I don't know. (HAHA) kiddin' I was inspired with the different tumbling shots of Bianca Gonzalez in her blog (http://www.iamsuperbianca.com/). I am not fan of Bianca but her blogs is interesting for me. Next reason I just want to blog again. I start blogging since I create a multiply account (which is not that active anymore. but if you want to check it out it's http://simplyhazelmae.multiply.com) I enjoyed it and it became my online diary but one day I got hooked up with the most popular networking site Facebook plus the Twitter and POOF I forgot my other accounts plus I am so busy with my studies back then and don't have time to think what to share with my ghost readers. I have lots of reason and lots to share so wait for those posts. :) OH! For those ghost readers who have read my old post here YES I deleted some of my old posts. It's part of reviving this account. I don't want you to read again all my "emo" post because it really sucks! I should stay being positive than being "emo" life is to short to frown be happy and stay happy! Till next sharing time! :)

♥ meimei

Best friend

2010-11-13T10:10:00.000-08:00

everytime you sing, i feel the joy in my heart.

everytime you crack jokes. i feel that i'm the craziest person as i laugh on it.

everytime you talk about your course which is i don't have any idea at all i became interested.

everytime i with you i feel that no other person in this world except for the two of us.

everytime i'm on your house i feel the time stops.

everytime you're in my house the time runs as fast as it could.

everytime we're talking about different things we listen eagerly.

everytime i'm thinking of you i smile.

everytime i'm wearing your jacket i feel your presence

everytime that i said "tinatamad ako" you are there to remind me "wag mo sanayin katawan mo tamadin"

everytime i'm problematic you are there to listen and makes me happy

everytime i'm stubborn you are there to remind me to be good

everytime i lost hope you are there to inspire me

everytime i need a shoulder to sleep on your shoulder is always present

everytime i need a hug, you hugged me tight

everytime i'm tired you are there to massage me

everytime i'm starving you give me food

everytime i'm sick you are there to take care of

everytime i'm stress you ease my mood

from time to time you love me unconditionally
from time to time i love you with all my heart

your not a boyfriend who gives rules and regulation in my freedom and happiness. you are a best friend who want me to be happy and free. you're not a boyfriend who acts as my body guard. you are a best friend whom i can rely on. you are not a boyfriend that loves me at my best. you are a best friend who loves at my worst. you are not a boyfriend whom your life will be me. you are a best friend who will enjoy life with me. you are not a boyfriend who ask my time for you. you are a best friend who ask to enjoy my time with you.

can't express how lucky i am to have you in me. to have you as my best friend. to have you as my boyfriend.

i love you

Insecurities

2010-11-13T09:58:00.000-08:00

once it strike a person it slowly killing one's determination and confidence.

sometimes or most of the time, it starts at idolizing one person but as it go deeper it changes.

from the thinking of "i want to be like him" it will become "i will never like him. he's good and i'm not"

from inspiration to discrimination

from being optimistic to pessimistic

i therefore conclude insecurity kills

char char lang,, hahaha

just drop by

2010-08-21T09:58:00.000-07:00

I really don't know what to write. Many ideas is popping up with my mind. I'm blogging at the moment thinking that I do have lots of school works. Every week is hell week for me, pressure is killing me but there is one person giving me hope and believing that I can make things possible. He inspires me every day I wake up. I have the guts to face the world.. oh my I'm so inspired and I love the feeling. HAHAHA

Courtship

2010-01-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

Courtship according to The free Dictionary it is "the act, period, or art of seeking the love of someone with intent to marry" "the seeking or soliciting of favours" and "Obsolete courtly behaviour".

Ang tardisyonal na panliligaw ng mga Binatang Pilipino sa Dalagang Pilipina ay pagpunta sa tahanan ng dalagang Pilipina, Paghaharana, pagharap ng binatang Pilipino sa mga magulang ng Dalagang Pilipina at pagbibigay galang sa mga ito, pagtyatyagaan ang panliligaw hanggang sa makuha ang matamis na oo ng kanyang iniirog.

Ang Modernong Panliligaw ng Binatang Pinoy sa Dalagang PInay ay pagttxt na "pede bang manligaw?" ihahatid pero sa labas lang bahay, di kaya humarap sa magulang, di na marunong mag tyaga makuha ang oo ng babae sa loob ng isang linggo yan ang gusto, may respeto pa din sa magulang ng babae pero magpapakilala bilanbg kaibigan laang di manliligaw.

There are big difference between courtship before and today and I mean very BIG difference! haha.. But for me. I really don't believe in courtship! Why? Let's just say that when somebody ask you "Pwede bang manligaw?" if you answer YES you just gave the guy the hint that you also like him. And if you are a guy and you really like this girl you can make her feel that you love her. You don't need to ask the girl if you can court her. You need to be vocal to what you feel and let her feel the she is important to you.

Everything is just my opinion anyway, :D